Cinemulatto makes a point of watching as many movies as possible—regardless of how I know I’ll feel about them, and oftentimes without knowing the plot, premise, or leading actors. In fact, I now prefer recommendations based simply on a title. “Watch Gattaca” is all I need to add it to my list of over 1,000 to-be-watched movies (Netflix only allows for 500 titles in a queue).
Some of these even go through multiple viewings. Cinemulatto believes in second chances—hell, sometimes third chances. In doing so, it’s frequently the case that an opinion changes. Here are a few examples.
Clay Pigeons (David Dobkin) – loved it then hated it
Okay, I saw this in 1998, when I think my movie standards were a bit lower, but still. I had by then discovered the likes of Werner Herzog and Alejandro Jodorowsky, even David Lynch, so I should’ve known better. Perhaps it was because I was in love and saw it with my partner at the time. Flash forward to about 10 years later—hated it. Cheesy and forced.
Apocalypse Now (Francis Ford Coppola) – hated it then loved it
I know, I know—this is a classic film by a legendary director. When I first saw it in college, however (sometime between 1987 and 1991) I thought it was slow and boring. I fell asleep. I think this must’ve been before the aforementioned discovery of Herzog, Jodorowsky, and Lynch. Ironically, I also found it difficult reading Heart of Darkness until after I graduated from college. I blame it on being partially raised on movies like Purple Rain. Still, when I was intellectually and emotionally mature enough to appreciate both the movie and the novella on which it’s based, it dramatically broadened my cinematic and literary understanding.
I can blame it on Sylvester Breaux, right? Okay, maybe not.
2001: A Space Odyssey (Stanley Kubrick) – hated it then loved it
This falls into the same category as Apocalypse Now: watched it when I was too young, realized how great it is many years later. I grew to love it so much, in fact, that I recommended it to actors during pre-production and rehearsals for a couple of shorts I’ve done, not expecting to make the same movie, by any stretch (I need a few tens of millions for that), but with the hope of educating others who hadn’t seen it on its brilliance. Okay, so it’s a slow movie. But come on—the iconic bone-space station match cut? The epic score? The monolith? My obsession with this movie now runs deep!
Go Fish (Rose Troche) – loved it then hated it
Okay, I’ll probably get my queer card taken away for dissing this movie yet again, but gotta keep it honest! I love Rose Troche. I took a class with her through the former Film Arts Foundation in San Francisco that made me a way better filmmaker. I really liked The Safety of Objects and thought the episodes of The L Word that she directed were the best (see my thoughts on The L Word here).
If I remember correctly, I saw this in Palo Alto when it first came out. I remember my mind being blown, something along the lines of “Oh my God! A movie with lesbians! By lesbians! For lesbians!” I may have cried.
It still makes me cry but for very different reasons. The acting? Horrendous. The story? Yikes. The cinematography’s great. See, I said something positive. Give me my card back!
Across the Universe (Julie Taymor) – hated it, then loved it, then hated it
Cinemulatto watched this movie in a theatre during its initial release. As a die-hard Beatles fan, the expectations were low, and a feeling of dread quickly settled in as the camera cut to the stubbled, doleful-yet-cheeky face of Jim Sturgess singing the opening lyrics of “Girl.” I suffered through the next 2+ hours, either groaning, sighing, or laughing unintentionally. I liked I Am the Walrus sung by Bono on a Furthur imitation, but other than that I felt blasphemed.
Cut to a couple years later, watching the same movie on a large screen TV while visiting my brother in Davis. Maybe it was the quietude, or the TV, or my mood, but I fell in love with this movie. I reaffirmed Julie Taymor’s design genius, her sense of the absurd and the Artuadian and the Brueghelian and all the other artistic traditions I noted as I let myself feel like a museum-lurking art snob.
So yet another couple years later, I watched it a third time, mostly to study the shots and screenplay structure. My original hatred resurfaced. Even though I still loved the color palette of the Let It Be sequence and T.V. Carpio singing I Want to Hold Your Hand to another cheerleader, the closeted Prudence literally hiding in a closet caused more groans, the lack of metaphorical subtlety made me wince, and I wanted to slap Jim Sturgess. I don’t think I’ll give it a fourth try.
What re-watchings of yours caused a change of heart?
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